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Two minus three equals negative fun!
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[Nov. 10th, 2009|03:24 pm] |
no matter how long i let the water warm
when the shower comes on
the initial cold has me hiding in tiny corners
tiny corners i just can't ever fit in |
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| he couldn't put her down |
[Nov. 6th, 2009|10:46 pm] |
she read like a good book
her skin all smooth sentences
punctuated by self-inflicted scars |
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[Sep. 29th, 2009|11:12 pm] |
i don't love because it's easy or convenient
i don't love for other people's opinions
love doesn't do reason(s)
love most simply and therefore most complicatedly
loves |
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[Sep. 14th, 2009|05:21 am] |
nothing is right any more
i can only sleep in short bursts
i want to shut myself down
to reboot
not to reboot |
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| i have done everything and nothing, what have i done |
[Sep. 11th, 2009|11:08 pm] |
so goes the day
so goes the night
a battle of heart and mind
i would like to cut my heart out
burn it
we are our own worst enemies
i have exploded into little pieces
spread out every where |
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[Aug. 8th, 2009|06:20 am] |
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Who knew firefighters (even the cadets) love mustaches so much. |
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[Aug. 6th, 2009|11:40 am] |
Fire Academy is hot, as you would imagine (and only going to get hotter? Yes, fire you know). I am doing well so far, but, I anticipate having some issues about my general upper body weakness, because doing ten push-ups is a little over the top for me right now. Lots more coming too. The actual official physical training part starts on the twenty fourth. I am going to buy myself a bike as soon as possible and actually start doing push-ups on my own. The brain is stronger than the muscles.
Also, ala Eternal Sunshine, my lady and I have decided to give it another go. Which I am happy about no matter how many eyes it gets a'rollin'. There is nothing people cannot do if they are willing and wanting. So!
The twenty ninth was my twenty fifth year here in San Antonio. I still would rather live somewhere else, it's just so hot and seems so run-of-the-mill here. And I know I have never heard of the burger or whatever that Man-vs-Food fellow ate that is all super hot. I don't think I have heard of any food challenges here, except maybe eating the Sheriff at Lulu's (Which I believe he went to also for the three pound cinnamon roll, which I haven't eaten yet!), but you don't get anything for eating that darn Sheriff. The Sheriff consists of one chicken fried steak which covers about three square feet of area, two actual bowls of sides, and i think i remember it being one huge dinner roll but it may have been two. I have eaten it. I was then fine all night until I went to lay down, wherein as soon as horizontal the Sheriff read me my rights all over again, by making a jail break or some such other corny police reference. Phhhbt! |
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[Jul. 25th, 2009|12:03 am] |
I am alone
I am better than being alone |
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[Jul. 19th, 2009|11:44 pm] |
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Goodbye Francis McCourt. |
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[Jul. 8th, 2009|11:36 pm] |
95 degrees at ten o'clock at night is just getting foolish.
I start First Responders Academy on Monday, and I can say I am more than a little nervous about most of it. Well, really, just all the equipment and supplies you need to have with you or else you lose points sort of stuff. Not so frightened of the classwork, more of the daily inspections of uniforms and or manly bravado I am sure will be shown by the manly bravado types. School Monday through Friday from six to ten at night, and Saturday from eight in the morning until five. Myself willing, firefighter/emt trained by the end of winter and hopefully onto an actual adult type career thingy!
I may just have to try and figure out how to put a picture of me sporting the school uniform on here, one day. Have to get my money's worth out of it! |
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| example |
[Jun. 25th, 2009|10:45 am] |
every day hundreds of reminders
every day hundreds of tiny heart breaks |
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| (no subject) |
[Jun. 25th, 2009|10:39 am] |
A warning :
Journal full of sad, self-serving, emotional schtufff most often probably also self pitying too. At least for now. |
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[Jun. 21st, 2009|10:06 pm] |
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i miss her so much i physically ache and breathe shallow |
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| Webster's Definition of "it" |
[May. 19th, 2009|11:06 am] |
The animal or thing previously mentioned.
The subject of an impersonal verb
A subject or object of indefinite sense in various idiomatic constructions
The player, as in tag, who must try to catch another.
Alert, informed, or hip. |
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| (no subject) |
[May. 9th, 2009|08:28 am] |
we are all touchy arms and legs
sticky humidity
whirling fans
and everything bagels |
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